Beaner! (crunk_beaner) wrote,
Beaner!
crunk_beaner

08-01-08 [Friday]

Here we go, nine minutes to four, and only two more hours till everyone wakes up.
What can I cram?

I've been hanging out with Hero a lot lately.
This mainly has to do with the fact that he now lives here.
I'm sure this is going to make things a bit more difficult in the process of doing certain things in life, like inviting people over, or going out with others, etc. And I'm not saying this on my part, but on his as well.

My aunt from Venezuela and Grandma are finally here, actually, they came here Monday, but you get the gist.
Due to my aunt's hypersensitivity, I have to keep a close eye on what I do in order not to upset her, just petty things that might mean no harm.
But other than that, it's nice having her around, speaking spanish again is pretty fun, and it's also pretty humorous watching everyone speaking it sixty miles an hour and Hero just watching with a gaze of confusion.
It's also sad now that I have to share my treats with him.
I like my Venezuelan candy...

Uribi and I have been getting along lately.
It's a bit odd and stuff, but things have been alright between us.
I think the whole Manistee trip strengthened our bond or something.

Oh, Manistee was fun, I went about a week or two before with Dre, P Money and Sareezy, as well as the family and Uribi's friend Brian.
That was nice actually, I was finally able to get my tan on.
It's also been nice to go on a family vacation, we haven't been in one since...I believe four years?
We might go there again with my aunt and grandma this time, but I don't know, the day we left it turns out all Manistee beaches were closed because of garbage being dumped into the lake.

Manic Depression.
It actually explains an awful lot.
That and the bipolar whatever.
I checked everything and I have all the signs, and then some.
Yesterday I talked to mom about it and she said that I very well could have it.
Turns out it kinda runs through some family or what not, we'll have to go see Dr. Sams though...
Thing is, I was doing alright for the most part all but...Friday until today.
I've just been really upset about things, but that's because I'm a complete waste of life.

On Friday I played "I Want To Know Your Plans" on the guitar.
I messed up just a bit but that's surprising since I was completely freaking out about it three days before it.
Anxiety and Panic attacks galore.
But I did it, and I got through the song until the dancing happened, and that was nice.

Speaking of dancing...
I'm really looking forward to Homecoming this year.
I know that's still to come, but the fact that I'll be able to have everything planned before it, and not have to worry about someone else is just a big relief.
Except I will have to take someone to account, but I won't be worried about it.
Well, that's what I thought, but now that I think about it, that nervous feeling you get in your gut just kinda forms.
I think I'm just nervous about the pictures and not looking like a fool, but the actual dancing should be fun.
And I'm aware that it's still early, but I believe I already have what I'm going to wear.
Let's go!

Going to Andary's today was nice.
I was able to finally see Pete and ask about the job.
Since he had just finished hiring some people, there aren't any jobs for me to take, but the fact that the family and him are friends puts me right in the number one spot for when they do need someone.
That's really exciting, I know I'm not going to like it when I do it, but right now, I can't wait for a job, I'm in some serious need for cash.
Which is weird that I say this because I magically find money in my wallet.
The other day when I took everything out to change wallets it turned out that I had around a hundred something dollars!
And that's not even adding the fifty that I got today for yard work.

Having money's going to be nice...
I'll finally be able to split fifty fifty between the things I want.
Actually, maybe a bit less than that, because I'll need to buy my aunt's car from her, when the time comes, and then there's college, and leisure spending.
As far as the leisure spending goes, I've been thinking about it, today actually, and saving for a really really really nice camera would really come in handy, not to mention a new computer, not because this computer is bad, which it kind of is, but it's still good, but because I want to use the new computer for advanced programs like Maya and all the other things my aunt is doing.

I mention this because she found out that there's a lady who wants to use Macomb College to build a 2D and 3D lab where there would be a lot of career advancements and that such.
Since I'm still hesitant about my career choice, that would be really nice to go for.
That or something that involves electronic, all I've been doing today is just taking phones apart, settings things to certain ways, and fixing everything within the phone and then putting it back together, and it was surprisingly fun, but I'd rather do Maya.

That was some pretty lengthy writing...
I'm proud of it, since I didn't really stretch things out with unnecessary "..." or pressing enter more than needed.
But this isn't really even half of what's needed to day.

For example; I now have some of Abuelito's things, like his shoes, dress shirts, and his really nice watch. I also have a rain stick from Venezuela, I know that might sound lame and whatever, but it's completely hand made and out of wood too. There are more things of course, but that's all that I can momentarily think of, but I'm sure when I remember I'll write it down.
Except I'm not sure how often I'll be able to get on, the only way I write this is when I'm kind of in peace by myself, but I'm actually not.
Hero's sleeping on my bed, and I don't even know how, I'm the one who usually falls asleep first, which is odd because I rarely do sleep.
But since I have nothing else to write, as of now, I'll stop.

Hope everyone's doing good.
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